Hello, hello!

And thank you all for reading my website, for having patience with me, for letting me know that you keep an eye on me, is really refreshing to know that so many people have an interest in what I have to say and who I am Big hugs to all of you!

First of all I appologise for not updating my website as I should have done. I do have good reasons though Here they are:

In July - I think, not sure anymore, my memory is still crap, lol - I applied for a job. I thought it would be a good one and that I won’t have time for CC anymore, so I posted that announcement that said I am off CC soon. I received lots of good feedback - again, loads of kisses to you guys! mwah! - buuuuuut…. The job was crap. I worked an entire month, 6 days per week, from 10 am till 12 midnight and I earned only £92 ($184), but I was paid only £80 ($160) and I spent in that month over £250 ($500) for transportation and food and cloths that I needed for the job. (uhmm, only the suit cost me £60 and it was a cheap one!).

So, at the end of August I found myself in big debts, not being able to pay the rent and bills and food, so I quit the job and came back on CC.

Since there were so many of you that wanted to “see more of me”, I was single and also needed some extra money to cover my expences, I did the stupid thing to go in adult several times. I call it stupid because it turned out that those people who pretended to like me anyway, after seeing me in adult, stopped visiting me in non-adult! That shows me clearly that most of the “admirers” - as you guys like to call “the others” that visit me - were there just to get something from me and once they got it, they want it over and over again, but couldn’t care less of the fact that I am a human being too, I have my needs too - and amongst them there is this thing that I like: to see that people like me for who I am, not for my naked body! and also the need to pay the bills, as you all know that CC is my only income.

So, because of those who treated me that way, I decided not to go to adult anymore. The only time I might be there, would be in lil’ shy, in a private passworded session, with a regular, that showed me he cares about me as a person too, not only as a sex toy.

Also, I had to tell my tutor at Uni what I do for a living - because I need to get a loan for Uni and I was affraid that this line of job might affect my attendance - and I told her I am in non adult area of the site, so I will have to be in non-adult , at least until my loan application goes through and is accepted and I have my tuition paid.

In the mean time I booked an appointment at “student career advice office” , because I am looking for a job too. With a bit of luck, I will get one that I enjoy and then the time on CC will be just for some extra money in the begining, until I save some and then just for fun (uh, uh, can’t wait to be able to be on CC just for fun! )

Of course, now that I am in Uni full time, I am damn busy with research, homeworks, assignments and finally - exams. So when I am online on CC, if I do not have a video, I usually am studying, so please be patient when you come just in free text chat - as I might not be able to reply in a second and also I might not have time to talk more than half an hour for free. After all, at this moment in time, I am on CC to earn money for my bills and rent and going to Uni (I need to take the train and bus to Uni and back, so that is a little bit of extra expence - £66 / $122 plus to spend every month).

These being said, I hope you guys will understand that I am not a robot glued to my computer 24/7

Have a lovely time on CC and I will wait for you in my room, to make new friends and have some fun After all, we all need to relax and enjoy life NOW - cos “later” might be too late