I thought I saw all there was to be seen on CC so far, but yesterday and today proved me wrong!
First of all a guy - in a pathetic atempt to get laid with me - tried to blackmail me with suiciding. I didn’t realize it yesterday, but today it was clear. So - after scaring me to death that he will actualy do that - even though I know that those who say it don’t have the guts to do it, so they ask for help by threatening to do it - he comes today and gives me the low lame pathetic excuse that we should shag because he doesn’t wanna die a virgin at 32 years old!! Like I am THAT dumb to believe that!!

Anyways, this guy leaves at some point, then I have a full night with all sorts of people in my room, my stomach giving me horrible cramps - around 6 a.m. I manage to make a soup, I burn my tongue with it again, in the end I finish eating it, start reading something in the attempt of not falling asleep immediately after eating, but unfortunately I do
The computer turned on, the music on, yahoo on… At some point it was some noise outside and some weird noise inside. I wake up and look to see what is wrong. And I see some messages on yahoo. I don’t understand exactly what they mean - too zombie to process even small data - so I light up a cigg, drink some coffee and read again… And what was spoken in that conversation left me speachless… I never though THIS could happen!!
(I post it here editing only the names, so he can’t be recognised. Also I didn’t ask his permision, not that it would be needed cuz you won’t know who he is anyway! I please ask you : would you tell me if I missunderstood him or not? Thanks a lot! )

M.(02/05/2007 07:10:17): why didnt you u say when u was obline….grrr
M.(02/05/2007 07:10:31): i guess u dont reply
M.(02/05/2007 07:11:04): when i get back, will send u what u need to get
M.(02/05/2007 07:11:25): your loss, nit mine\
M.(02/05/2007 07:12:25): had fun talking, too bad, have a good one
G.(02/05/2007 07:19:51): geeez! would you come to your senses and not jump to conclusions like a 5 y.o. boy???
G.(02/05/2007 07:20:17): I didn’t say anything because I was fucking busy and I feel like hell and I fell asleep with the computer open!!
G.(02/05/2007 07:20:46): there is no fun in talking with u and not being able to understand what you are saying because I have to pay attention to 4 conversations at once!
M.(02/05/2007 07:20:50): 5 yr boy, im nit, 15 maybe….hehe
M.(02/05/2007 07:21:07): well, sorry
M.(02/05/2007 07:21:45): but u lost, when i get back, will send u number, sorry
G. (02/05/2007 07:22:26): plus since 2 evenings on I have a suicidal guy - who scared me like shit yesterday and who eats up all my time - lucky me he was mostly in vid - and after he fucked up my brains I realised he is just fucking blackmailing me into triking me to fuck him at least once!
M.(02/05/2007 07:22:48): so kiss my ass, maybe i can get money back
M.(02/05/2007 07:23:13): take ccare
G. (02/05/2007 07:23:21): what are you talking about?
G.(02/05/2007 07:24:16): I don’t want any number
G.(02/05/2007 07:24:31): and I wonder if you read and proccessed what I said
M.(02/05/2007 07:24:54): i do
G.(02/05/2007 07:24:58): really?
M.(02/05/2007 07:25:05): your loss
G. (02/05/2007 07:25:15): then what is with: “M.: so kiss my ass, maybe i can get money back M.: take ccare”
G.(02/05/2007 07:25:18): and my loss what?
G.(02/05/2007 07:25:45): what are you talking about? the fact that you can’t accept your not the only one I talk with online?? or what?
M.(02/05/2007 07:26:02): i will say this, at least i offered to pay for a cam, whern yours was being repaired…..
M.(02/05/2007 07:26:25): guess what, soon will call wu, and get my money back’
M.(02/05/2007 07:26:31): kiss my ass
G.(02/05/2007 07:26:48): so what? if you offered do you think you own me?? I have homeworks to do, I have cleaning and cooking, I have other guys who come in my room , I have a life of my own too
M.(02/05/2007 07:26:53): i dont talk often, fuck u\
G.(02/05/2007 07:26:56): u r fucking crazy!!
M.(02/05/2007 07:26:57): later
G.(02/05/2007 07:27:05): call them and get the money back!
M.(02/05/2007 07:27:05): u are, not me
G.(02/05/2007 07:27:09): I never asked for money!
M.(02/05/2007 07:27:15): agree
M.(02/05/2007 07:27:25): just remember….lol
M.(02/05/2007 07:27:41): delete me, i am u…..lol
G.(02/05/2007 07:27:55): remember what? the fact that I haven’t slept 30 hours again due to being busy and you can’t take a day without being contacted??
M.(02/05/2007 07:28:09): so
M.(02/05/2007 07:28:38): lets have fun
M.(02/05/2007 07:29:05): did i contact u except 1 time….nope
M.(02/05/2007 07:29:32): so u can take additude3, and shove it
M.(02/05/2007 07:29:50): i offered something to be nice
G.(02/05/2007 07:29:57): u were the one with jumped conclusions, not me!
M.(02/05/2007 07:30:00): go get whoever , to do that
M.(02/05/2007 07:30:07): and u can kiss my ass
G.(02/05/2007 07:30:12): u wish dude!
M.(02/05/2007 07:30:18): so bad i spent so much on u
G.(02/05/2007 07:30:20): I never kiss asses no matter the sum of money!
M.(02/05/2007 07:30:25): lessons learned
G.(02/05/2007 07:30:31): so what? ask them back!
M.(02/05/2007 07:30:42): to late, i cant
G.(02/05/2007 07:30:45): ask a refund
G.(02/05/2007 07:30:47): u can
G.(02/05/2007 07:30:50): u still can
M.(02/05/2007 07:30:52): weeek is to lon g
M.(02/05/2007 07:31:12): u know bad thing
G.(02/05/2007 07:31:17): u ask a refund and I ask them to refund you too and that is it, they will refund u
M.(02/05/2007 07:31:37): u dont even relate yahoo with site….hehe
G.(02/05/2007 07:31:44): yes I know bad think: I go online 2 nights -which were fucked up ones for me - I don’t contact you and you go fucking crazy!
G.(02/05/2007 07:33:10): and another thing: if others ruined your day or have been bitchy with you, make sure you get your nerves out on them, not me! I didn’t do anything to upset you!
G.(02/05/2007 07:33:19): but, then again honesty is not always apreciated!
M.(02/05/2007 07:33:39): just so u know, my cc screen name i y
G.(02/05/2007 07:33:48): I know that
M.(02/05/2007 07:33:53): good
M.(02/05/2007 07:33:55): later
G.(02/05/2007 07:33:57): I don’t forget things that easily
M.(02/05/2007 07:34:04): more than me
G.(02/05/2007 07:34:05): what happened to you today?
M.(02/05/2007 07:34:07): later
G.(02/05/2007 07:34:25): what is wrong at work?
G.(02/05/2007 07:35:22): ohh well, hope whatever is wrong will turn right as soon as possible and maybe then you’ll see you over reacted for nothing…. hope your day gets better!
M.(02/05/2007 07:37:01): delete me please, simple request, your loss,im sure not mine, the real u comes out…..hehe
G.(02/05/2007 07:37:38): you are wrong… the real you comes out! you r more paranoid than I ever was!
M.(02/05/2007 07:38:15): me parinoid….lol
G.(02/05/2007 07:38:32): yes you paranoid… otherwise u have no reasons to jump to conclusions
M.(02/05/2007 07:39:02): oughim the one that was stupid enough to send u money…..lol
M.(02/05/2007 07:39:44): funny part is, u said what u did, u just lost u dont even know how much….hehe
M.(02/05/2007 07:40:24): so u get to think at the end of the day….damn it, bad attitude cost me how much….hehe
G.(02/05/2007 07:40:55): it seems I didn’t lost anything… with people that judge me like that after they spoke with me once, I loose nothing.. and I don’t talk about money, money aren’t everything and is not them who make the world go round!
M.(02/05/2007 07:41:17): maybe lesson learned, …no matter how day is, be nice sometimes…..lol
G.(02/05/2007 07:41:38): you were rude in the first place! you implied stupid things!
G.(02/05/2007 07:41:46): I cannot be nice to people who judge me!
M.(02/05/2007 07:42:04): cool thing is, i only lost like 125.000….lol
M.(02/05/2007 07:42:18): me eithr…lol
G.(02/05/2007 07:42:25): as I said: for you everything evolves around money - for me NOT!
M.(02/05/2007 07:42:29): take care
G.(02/05/2007 07:42:53): u take care… and learn some things… you should’ve known them by your age!
M.(02/05/2007 07:42:57): bullshit
M.(02/05/2007 07:43:17): all is good when cam worls/////lol
M.(02/05/2007 07:43:31): u are so how to say
M.(02/05/2007 07:43:38): isnt worth it
M.(02/05/2007 07:44:00): please delete me
G.(02/05/2007 07:44:39): as you know: I didn’t ask for money, I didn’t want to accept them, I didn’t got upset when you couldn’t send - thank god you couldnt! - as well as I didn’t jump on you on yahoo to come and see me when I managed to get a cam!
G.(02/05/2007 07:44:54): this should tell you something else, not what you imply and keep stating!
G.(02/05/2007 07:47:02): ohh no reply now? … of course not, cuz you know I am right and you have no grounds to acuse me!
M.(02/05/2007 07:47:28): u right….think not
M.(02/05/2007 07:48:18): only thing u are right of, is u didnt ask for money, feel good of that
G.(02/05/2007 07:48:35): as I said: if you had a bad day I am sorry, but it wasn’t my fault… please deal with your own problems and then use your mind to think clear… as far as I know you have a brain, use it wisely!
M.(02/05/2007 07:48:44): i fee; good i wanted to help someone that was nice
G.(02/05/2007 07:49:08): not only I didn’t ask money, but I didn’t persuaded you in vid, nor came to crave for more from u
M.(02/05/2007 07:49:11): net can teach someone…..l;ol
M.(02/05/2007 07:49:37): feel good all u want, i do
G.(02/05/2007 07:49:49): so I guess it would’ve been a sign of “niceness” if I would’ve contacted you and start telling you you can see me on CC now, right?
M.(02/05/2007 07:49:52): everyine should
M.(02/05/2007 07:50:03): nope
G.(02/05/2007 07:50:09): then what?
M.(02/05/2007 07:50:16): didnt ask for that
M.(02/05/2007 07:50:29): thats why u so fucjed up
G.(02/05/2007 07:50:33): no u didn’t…. but u also acused me for nothing… so why was that?
G.(02/05/2007 07:50:40): me? fucked up?))
G.(02/05/2007 07:50:45): never been better mister
M.(02/05/2007 07:50:57): me wither
G.(02/05/2007 07:51:12): u still haven’t told me how you came up with that conclusion
M.(02/05/2007 07:51:34): im in U…on way t meet daughter, i know what good is….hehe
G.(02/05/2007 07:51:55): glad to hear that… so why do acuse me after all?
G.(02/05/2007 07:52:15): do u*
M.(02/05/2007 07:52:49): read, i never accused u of anything till tonigh
G.(02/05/2007 07:53:05): exactly! why do u acuse me tonight I ask!
M.(02/05/2007 07:53:40): i never said anything, i left u offline, that let me know, and u could have the thing from wu
G.(02/05/2007 07:54:18): I don’t care about the fucking money!! that is not the reason why I still talk with you!!!
M.(02/05/2007 07:54:20): ‘told u i would send thurs, last week, u never replyed
M.(02/05/2007 07:54:42): so dont go off on me, sayiong stuff on vid and that shit
G.(02/05/2007 07:54:47): no, because I have been busy being out, having a normal life once and for all, especially because I didn’t have the cam!
G.(02/05/2007 07:55:08): and because I didn’t wanted the money!
G.(02/05/2007 07:55:27): the money weren’t important!
M.(02/05/2007 07:55:33): so, your additude justified that
M.(02/05/2007 07:55:38): dont worry
M.(02/05/2007 07:56:06): u saved me alot of money, u just dont know it yet……thank u
G.(02/05/2007 07:56:13): more important was the friendship that started… and as far as I know contacting you regarding the money would’ve just show you the contrary - that I wanted them, when I didn’t wanted them!
G.(02/05/2007 07:56:22): my pleasure I saved you!
M.(02/05/2007 07:56:38): lets see….5 yo….love that friendship
M.(02/05/2007 07:56:56): lol
G.(02/05/2007 07:57:14): if you acted like one today it doesn’t mean you r like that always
M.(02/05/2007 07:57:18): im off to bed, hope u have a better day
G.(02/05/2007 07:57:27): and I asked why you act like one especially because I knew you r not one!
G.(02/05/2007 07:57:35): my day is good, don’t worry
G.(02/05/2007 07:57:42): it has been hard , but not bad
M.(02/05/2007 07:57:44): i came online today, to tell u, someone over reacted
M.(02/05/2007 07:58:04): btw, off;ines arent a bad thing…..hehe
G.(02/05/2007 07:58:24): no they aren’t, but it is not me, I rarely leave offlines and only when is dead urgent
G.(02/05/2007 07:58:44): plus the fact that you show always offline to me means that you hide from me, which is not nice
M.(02/05/2007 07:58:55): well hint, sometimes, maybe u should reply to some……lol
L.(02/05/2007 07:59:09): they weren’t deadly urgent
M.(02/05/2007 07:59:33): well guess they werent, thank u
M.(02/05/2007 07:59:49): i can get a tank of gas….lol
G.(02/05/2007 08:00:14): yes M., money are not deadly urgent… it doesn’t matter they r yours or someone elses, I just don’t care about them more than they help me survive
G.(02/05/2007 08:00:21): is that hard to understand this?
M.(02/05/2007 08:00:29): but im going to bed, want to thank u
M.(02/05/2007 08:00:48): never again will i offer anything to any host on cc
G.(02/05/2007 08:01:32): well I am sorry you understood me wrong… and I also am sorry you can’t see beyond the money… but I am damn happy you won’t offer, this saves you a lot of troubles)
M.(02/05/2007 08:01:33): take care, have a great life, hope all works well for u
G.(02/05/2007 08:02:24): it will work out well , weather you want it or not… I just hope it will come a day when you will learn that friendship is more important than money, western union and vids on CC
M.(02/05/2007 08:02:44): lets see
M.(02/05/2007 08:03:13): i offered, because i wanted to
M.(02/05/2007 08:03:28): that was from joking and shit
M.(02/05/2007 08:03:35): so
M.(02/05/2007 08:03:52): that was start of friendship
G.(02/05/2007 08:04:01): I didn’t took them because I knew it will ruin the friendship that was starting…. unfortunately seems this time I was supposed to use you and your money , so you will feel good and accept the friendship… sorry for making such a horrible mistake…
M.(02/05/2007 08:04:07): u so dont even understand
M.(02/05/2007 08:04:11): difference
G.(02/05/2007 08:04:17): A FRIENDSHIP CANNOT BE BOUGHT FOR FUCKS SAKE!! IT JUST IS OR ISN’T!
M.(02/05/2007 08:04:40): u are correct
M.(02/05/2007 08:05:00): and i have and never will buy, dont need to
M.(02/05/2007 08:05:02): soooo
G.(02/05/2007 08:05:06): I can’t believe I couldn’t see it!!:O : you wanted to buy my friendship!!
M.(02/05/2007 08:05:07): get over it
G.(02/05/2007 08:05:44): wow this is not easy to get over it! it is amazing that at your age you would think such things! and why? because I work on CC?? grow up man!!
G.(02/05/2007 08:06:14): I knew it was something fishy with you insisting on me to take the money!
M.(02/05/2007 08:07:06): btw, u know that isnt true if u did, u wouldnt of told all udod
G.(02/05/2007 08:07:33): why do you think I didn’t insisted on getting the money??
G.(02/05/2007 08:07:54): because I can’t be bought, my dear M.! and because I couldn’t care less about money!
M.(02/05/2007 08:08:03): damn my typing, hate not having my keyboard…hehe
G.(02/05/2007 08:08:23): there is no “if I woul have taken the money” because I wouldn’t!
G.(02/05/2007 08:08:44): even if you would’ve sent them I would have talked to western to send them back!
M.(02/05/2007 08:08:51): if i wanted to buy somone, trust me, wouldnt be somone overseas…..lol
G.(02/05/2007 08:08:58): is not the first time I do this anyway
M.(02/05/2007 08:09:25): like i said, never offer again
M.(02/05/2007 08:09:38): lessons learned, thank u
M.(02/05/2007 08:10:20): and u are right, feel good….u didnt ask
G.(02/05/2007 08:10:20): don’t offer!!! don’t offer!! don’t offer!!! this is what all guys say in the forums!! why don’t u learn from others experience?? what do you expect? to be scammed by girls so u can have what to say in forums??? geeez, I am happy you offered me now and not to other!!
M.(02/05/2007 08:10:50): lol
G.(02/05/2007 08:11:49): bye M. and take care of you… and don’t forget: you are a great man, you don’t need to offer money to get someones friendship…
M.(02/05/2007 08:11:51): so u know, that offer was for u, was
M.(02/05/2007 08:12:12): never offered and never will
M.(02/05/2007 08:12:46): and bye, and u remember…..nevermind

So, in case you didn’t understood: this guy offered to give me some money to buy a new cam. This was on last Thursday at 4 a.m UK time. I said no and no, but he insisted, so I said yes at some point - with the thought that he either won’t send, either if he sends I’ll ask WU to send them back - then he tells me he can’t send because he reached his monthly limit with WU but he will send me at the end of the week. Considering the fact that at the end of the week the month wouldn’t have been over yet and the fact that I didn’t want to bring money into what seemed a new friendship, I was very glad to see he couldn’t send. Then I wasn’t online for about 4 days - well I was briefly to check my e-mails, but that was it. Of course I didn’t contacted him - as well as I didn’t contacted the rest of at least 60 people on my list. And then I was online on Monday and Tuesday this week and didn’t have time to let him know I am back - though I was showing online on yahoo. And this morning I got what you saw above….

Either I am crazy, either the world I live in - the virtual side of it - is damn crazy! Either way I am thinking to open a shrink account, maybe that way I may be able to help these people….

Ohh dear, going to sleep now, I had enough for 30 hours….